Earlier tonight I had a 45 minute conversation (sporadic) with my ex. The ex I'm still a very little bit in love with still.
It was the strangest, most awkward conversation ever. She asked me about 7 times if I was happy, and was high on her sleeping meds (she reacts to them badly. hallucinations). She told me a lot about her love life, how there were people she couldn't get over, who she thought she screwed over. Including herself. She talked a lot, sporadically, and it was awkward as fuck.
She asked about my love life, and I told her there was no one. That I was finally about over her.
She said she'd liked me for almost a year.







I was under the impression she had never liked me.
I've been told that she's just doing this so I'll stay attached to her. She seems especially good at saying something just as I'm about over her that ropes me back in again, so I guess that's probably true.
Still hurts, and it's still weird.
I just don't know what to think anymore.



She said she'd loved me.